Syd's Bio Let's talk about my Mom.  Mom wanted to be in Musical Comedy. My twin sister and I did an "Adam's Family" song and dance skit for our High School Variety Show which Mom choreographed and played piano for.  That's how I started out being a "dancer". Mom was very versatile. Mom also wanted to be a court stenographer, (I guess to round out her personality: Go Figure) so she would practice night after night and as usual she achieved near-perfection in that arena as well....her left and her right brain were pretty well balanced, I do have to say...So..back to the point...following suit, I started taking dictation for my God-Self, my Higher Self by scribbling alive, shimmering geometrical shapes and constellations on the walls of my dreams.  Anyway, back to my Higher Self: I call  her "Pearl"...she sure is shiny but doesn't have much of a sense of humor, (She says the same thing about me!.... Technically, my Higher Self's name is Yendys-Yin... yes,sir,eeee....she definitely sports a Far-East Flair.... I had a flair from the get-go for recognizing my multi-dimensional layers....my twin sister, Selby Lee, was a "parallel self".  We not only finished each others sentences, we finished each others dreams... Talk about the "paradigm of Twins and Multiples"...She was Yang: male, possessive, materialistic and I was Yin: welcoming, sitting pretty on the baby blanket batting long eye-lashes at passers-by. My sister Selby and I were born, identical twins August 16, 1954, two months premature,  with immature lungs and in danger of going blind..  We were 4 and 3 lbs respectively and forceps dragged me out into 3D first. Selby then took ten minutes to allign and shoot out after me.  I was born cross-eyed so from the very beginning I observed each individual as a "double unit".  I guess from the get-go God wanted me to know that It was definitely a plural beingness which I would come to understand as a Mother and Father God.  I would eventually come to understand the soul as both a distinct yin-yang composite as well. Our chromosomes even come in pairs!  The Higher Self is complete, both male and female, intellect and intuition blended and balanced.  And even though a swiss doctor uncrossed my eyes in surgery at the age of 5, my left eye will sentimentally dwell in the center of my face from time to time...oh well...  We grew up, "The Perfect Family", perfectly dysfunctional that is...like 98.6 percent of the thermal, carbon-based, bloodlines on Earth.....we won't go into details....what does Elly's Father say to her in the book and movie, "Contact"....something about Humans having the most beautiful dreams and visions and conversely the most horrific of  nightmares... (I probably said it better... "Down Ego, Down!" LOL) Selby and I were loved.  We had some real "picture frame", family moments.  And we were also abused.  Not by our parent's Higher Selves but by their broken Egos.....this is not day time T.V. so I will stop here.  Period. One day Selby and I decide to escape and go walking in our beloved Woods...we are about 8 years old.  We take off our shirts and blend in with Nature, forgetting our worries.  I become weary and lay down on the ground as my sister climbs a nearby tree to scout the surroundings...I look up at the blue, sun-lit sky framed by the canopy of tall, guardian-green, pine trees and close my eyes only to find my name written on my eyelids.  My name writes itself and then rises up above me into the clouds...It does that a couple of times and then I follow my name up into the clouds.  I am floating in the Bloodstream of God...I see nothing and feel everything....joy, bliss, peace and ultimate wisdom.  I am both the Question and the Answer.  I am God.  Suddenly, my sister is shaking me, telling me to get up...it is getting late...what seemed like just a few minutes has ended up being about 4 hours...She has seen a male figure in a checkered, plaid shirt staring up at her in the tree, standing just a few yards from me... She had fallen asleep in the tree or so it seemed... and it was time to warn her twin of this strange figure standing quietly, very close by...Selby slides down the tree ripping up the skin of her chest and shakes me awake to warn me.  We run home and I can't wait to tell Mom what happened.  As I sit on the toilet I say, "Mom, I'm God...I know everything...but I can't remember it now."  Mom replies glibly while curling her long, thick, black eyelashes, "Oh, that's so nice sweetie."  That night in bed, I turn to Selby and ask her if she went to see God like I did and she said all she remembered was looking out a huge window at Earth from way out in space.  She said that she walked into a room where I lay sleeping on a table with small, short, thin, light-blue skinned creatures with narrow, almond eyes, long necks and protruding foreheads crowded around me.  She told these creatures to "Stay away from my sister and leave her alone!"  I told Selby, "But I was so happy..." and she agreed, we were in no danger at all.  Looking back now, I can definitely say Selby and I were being cared for and watched over.  We never did recall how we were transported to the Starship or who the red-headed figure was standing under the tree...It is rather odd that Selby soon there-after started drawing alien creatures in art class to the shock and disgust of her art teacher.... Within a few weeks, we asked Mom what happened to us when we died?  She looked lovingly into our eyes and told us we went to sleep forever...I don't know about you but for a kid that is a devastating statement....we cried all night long after Mom waltzed out of our bedroom craving another night of unconsciousness. Instead, she woke up with migraines...Dad simply said to our question of whether or not there was a Heaven, "I'll find out when I get there".  Gaga, (our Grandma) had us recite the Lord's Prayer when she was in town.  She was the only steady, loving anchor we had in the world.  Through her, Nature and beloved pets, we managed to stay at least partially connected to a Higher Power. Selby and I became trained ballerinas and Modern Dancers in our teen years.   A "High School Drop-Out"(ooohhh, that looks good in print, don't it?), I eloped to New York City, the Big Apple to pursue a professional career.  I pulled it off...but after a few years, the Dance Company politics drove me to a nervous breakdown and I snuck out of town, away from the Paul Sanasardo Dance Company who's dance masterpiece, "PAIN", I had a solo in.... I went home, got FAT, and sat around contemplating suicide in a big, blue robe.... My Dad came at me one day threatening to beat me because I was so FAT....so fat with every attribute Dad despised and feared in himself.  I pulled a knife...  he grabbed it... I ran for the door....my Blue Robe nearly falling off and finally opened it to see a frozen, February day in the Winter of 1974..... I stepped out into the snow... I looked back at my Dad.... his eyes were full of love and a galaxy of sadness and regret. In six months I had lost 50 lbs.  I was out the door and on my way to Los Angeles.  Walking down Hollywood Blvd. one lost and lonely day, I was urged to take a personality test by a group of young people waving people down amidst the crowds of teenage runaways, pimps, hookers and street druggies.  I went in and took the test and it was then I started my journey with the L. Ron Hubbard Crowd.  Make a long story short, I married a fellow scientologist and had 2 kids with a man who never wanted to be married and have 2 kids.  We took classes in Dianetics and Scientology.  I experienced how the Jewels of Truth could be manipulated into a religion which states it is "The Only Way to Spiritual Freedom".    Today, I am grateful to Scientology for the experience it gave me so I could learn to prefer and define my life according to my Higher Self Heart.   I now firmly believe, that we are not to "bottle and sell Truth, Love, Health and Wellness".  I divorced my first husband and  moved on.  I was a single parent with 2 kids for 6 years, then I met, got pregnant, then married  Batchelor #2, an honorable oriental gentleman from Hong Kong.....Lindy emerged with "Up Syndrome" 9 light-years later!  Lindy is among the few and fortunate among us to have one foot on Earth and one foot in Heaven.....we lived our lives...we worked, we slept, we roller-coastered through the day-time soaps... In 1992 after 10 weeks of pregnancy, I experienced a baby die inside of me.  Wayne and I went to our specialty clinic to get a chorionic villa sample which detects Down Syndrome early enough for the queasiest of spirit to get an abortion....as the fetus flooded the ultra-sound screen, I noticed happily how large it had grown and then something "didn't catch my eye".  The heart was not pulsing.  It was still.  No movement.  No life.  I felt my insides cave in as I let out a sound which the human ear cannot hear as human...the rest of the day became a blur.  Soon I was in the operating room, getting the vestiges of life removed neatly like a lobotomy of the womb.  I went back to the anesthesia of work, raising children and occasional gym work-outs.  One morning I woke up totally exhausted with every molecule of my flesh burning and tingling and barely able to put one foot in front of the other.  Out went the youthful vigor, the high heels and in came the mutant which rolled out of bed in the morning, gradually became erect and walked on two feet during the day and moaned like Bigfoot through the compartmented office maze.  I was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia...Ego simply sees these mis-eases as WEAKNESS and condemns and attempts to cure these leprous conditions. I now know these mis-eases to be tools of spiritual transformation: catalysts for evolution that are the states of transformation required to move to the Higher Realms levels.  The pain, the fatigue slows you down ironically and paradoxically to beyond the speed of light conciousness and communication.  The pain, the fatigue, the sloppiness actually slows you down to a dimension where you cannot sleep, you cannot forget, you cannot acquiesce to the the siren's song of amnesia...DISABILITY, DEVELOPMENTAL DELAY IS A DOORWAY... 9-11 happened.  ∞ Hmmm....The first plane to hit the Twin Towers (is there a correllation between the Twin Peaks of the Wahatoya?), the first plane to hit the Mother & the Father, the Twin Aspects of each and every soul was AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT # 11.  At 8:46AM EST on 09:11:01....Hmmm... I don't know about you but it sure as hell woke me up... Big Time. It tore a gash in our consciousness, letting go of the inflated, arrogant atmosphere of the garish 3D paradigm.  Serious Awakening was ignited by "the deepest of The Sleepers".  And so we are eternally grateful to them as this gratitude neutralizes the Illusion and brightens the True Faces of the Parent(s) and the dear, sweet Faces of our Higher Selves. I went to Alanon.  I read Louise Hay. I read Neale Donald Walsch. I read Shirley Maclaine.  I read Edgar Cayce. In my lifetime I had read much of the Akashic Records, let alone 3-D libraries.  Everything from Jane Roberts to Carl Jung to Carl Sagan, Richard Bach and beyond...Dannion Brinkley, Doreen Virtue, Gary Zukav, Marianne Williamson, Gary Renard, Dan Brown, Doris Lessing, Sylvia Browne, David Hawkins etc.  I read and read and read.  I attended three salons hosted by Sylvia Browne.  Her well-known saying, "Love God, Do Good, then shut-up and go Home" drew me right in.  Her philosophy catalyzed the shaping of mine and therefore I thank her for that.  But, ultimately Sylvia Browne taught me that we all have the "psychic gift" and if we only will quiet ourselves, slow down and listen, we will connect with our Higher, Soul Selves and see the higher perspective and path for our lives.  She taught me that we don't need psychics, gurus,  spiritual teachers and religions to guide us.  During the 3rd salon, I asked Sylvia if she was "always right" and thank God she said.."No."  Our lives are too precious to be "played with",   but whatever it takes to "wake us up!"   Sylvia's Higher Self is almost too beautiful to behold as are the Soul Selves of each and every one of us...bar none.  It is very true that each and every one of us is an Angel from Heaven...bar none.  Some of us are connected intimately with our Higher Selves and some of us have "cut our chords completely or have left them dangling above our crowns just waiting for us to notice them again : just waiting for us to defy gravity and grasp ahold of them again...these golden umbilical chords connecting us to who we really are!"  Wisdom is wired organically within you to guide you perfectly through your lives.  The tragedies we experience are opportunities to prefer more peaceful creations and circumstances. The Good, The Bad and The Ugly are neutral events sparking The Awakening.  Everything happens to promote the Greater Wellness.  Absolutely everything.  Every event gives us the chance to choose how we will define ourselves.  Will we prefer victimhood or will we prefer to fly into the realms of authentic Soulhood.  Only we can make the choice and because of this, our value is beyond the perfection of The Heavens.  Earth is the evolving jewel which is the answer to Heaven's Dream. We need no one to speak to us of Truth or to speak our Truth for us.  And yet, our Truth is defined by and reflected from the faces of others.  In this manner we learn to prefer.  Preference naturally and organically evolves us into the Higher-tuned realms of the Soul Self.  The Higher Self does not prefer pain, manipulation, domination and bee-hive mentalities but allows it in 3D as these entities catalyse evolution.  We have every right to be true to ourselves and "walk away from the personality self or individual manifestation of the Higher Self. " It is impossible to walk away from a personality's Higher Self (and why would you want to...it is magnificent),  but walking away from a personality self or organization which enslaves and manipulates may be the only avenue you have to live in honor, let alone survive.  In the latter part of 2004, my gut, my solar plexus began rumbling like the sleeping volcano coming to life.  It called out for the Colorado Rockies where I had spent a few pre-pubescent summers up in Northwest Colorado with Gaga.  I opened slowly to my Higher Self Guidance, taking note of the wonderful synchronicities appearing in my life as if by magic.  My present time moments culminated in a definite path...a path that would lead me to Southern, rural Colorado and the magnificent Spanish Peaks.  It was only after I got there and had set up housekeeping that my Aunt Liz revealed to me Gaga's many visits to this area with her Aunt Mattie when she was around 10 years old.   I had  no prior knowledge of my grandmother's love affair with the Wahatoya (Spanish Peaks), one of the most beautiful treasures of the world.  And yet I was inexplicably drawn here. I packed up Lindy and our cats and took the I-40 out to Colorado...the greatest growth and acceleration of my life is occurring as we speak... Barbara Rose, Karen Bishop, Christie Sheldon,  Matt Mu, Manuela Baldwin-Ings, Webbo Moldovan,  Frances Smith, Louise Constable, Tom Macedo, Yolanda Swatko, The Women of the Circle, Amy Vickery, Kris Furhquar, Nivvy Williamson, Joni G. are among the many Earth Angels who have graced my path and more are added each day.   The Human Race bottles and sells everything.  Can you imagine what the Earth would look like if we just "shared"?  I am being shown a world where monies are non-existant and resources are shared.   As we speak, the old ways and systems are breaking down all around us.  We are looking forward now to a world where each and every human will be considered precious and honored.  Every person has a message for us, if we will have the Heart but to listen.  Listen for The Unheard Song in the Voice of each person you meet. Oh and about Mom...when Mom reached the age of 67 she decided to take a crash course on The Higher Self Realms. She acquired the harsh version of the wonderful Higher Self Virus, "LETTING GO, AND LETTING GOD."  She acquired the nasty disease called ALS or Lou Gehrig's Disease.  With much dignity and grace she lived the last remaining two years of her life here on Earth.  Mom saw angels and her eyes opened to the blessed sanctity of "Family".  Mom transitioned to the Inner Side at the age of 69 (Two of the 4 angelic numbers) with a Higher Self Degree: Earth Angel 111.  She shed the body marbled with Ego, and was on her last life...there is still time to reconsider...Mom is now a music composer working on musicals and dancing in them on the Inner Sides.  She is contemplating visiting the 11th Dimension... Ultimately, your life is a unique reflection of the Creator.  Each soul defines an aspect of The Creator. YOU CO- CREATE YOUR OWN REALITY with the Godhead.  Therefore, choose wisely. Choose the templates, symbols, numbers and designs which express the Pure Love of your Core.  You are the jewel, the spark in God's Eye.  You are the Answer.  What guarantees your conscious immortality?  Being responsible for your thoughts and actions.  Knowing that everything comes back to you, treat others the way you wish to be treated. Be true to you.  Never, ever walk away from the God within you.  Whatever job you hold in 3D from Ditchdigger to Nobel Prize Winner, one is no more valuable or worthy than another!  Be true to you and follow no one.  Honor the glorious "shape" of  God in all others while being true to your own "shape"...for each of us is created in God's Image...each and every one of us...bar none.  It is so ok to say, "No".  It is so ok to "walk away".  It is so ok to "honor yourself".  Ego pretends to honor itself.  Ego steals templates, designs and symbols of Truth and hides behind them, ensnaring and collecting energy and light. The experience of pain and abuse create false entities which live within the personality self.  You are not these entities.  And you need not defend them.  Once you stop giving your power to these "programs", they truly just fade away.  There is nothing in the Universe that can enslave and control you unless you hop out of the driver's seat and say, "Yeah, I'm going to live in Asshole World. "  There are a few who have the ability to simply DECIDE to let them go.  Most of us require a little help to re-learn the steps of  THE DANCE.  THE GOD MOLECULE MODALITIES presented here on this website, I have channeled from The Chrystalene Collective to help you remember your DANCE.  You do not need experts which charge big bucks to do this for you.  You do have the ability to wake up from any dream you create.  You created your secrets.  You created your amnesias, knots and tangles and it is you that can release you.  That said, there are those who have entered comas so irrevocable that there are no cures in 3D for the injuries both mental and physical which the soul has endured.  The implants of pain and duress have cut the soul chord completely...rehabilitation and resuscitation can only be delivered significantly by the Healers of Core Dimension.  But this is promised and indeed, no one gets left behind...no one. Trust that you are now exactly where you should be.   Embrace your present conditions and know that All Is Well as The God Molecule expands from within you, transforming the landscapes around you towards Love.  Evolution means becoming conscious.  It means waking up and smelling the ginseng.  It means realizing that Heaven is not static and it was never meant to stay the same.  The Soul is not static.  The Soul is an ever-blossoming template of Reverence.  We are the Choreographer.  We are the Dance.   Thank you for being you and being here in these amazingly, transformative times... ∞