12:02:08
Things will be easier this month and by January, the dreams of your Higher Self will be manifesting...I said...Higher
Self...not Ego, so if you dwell in the ego you will be following the soul purpose path and the ego may be in for some shock
waves...
My
computer is working better...the kinks in my life are being gently ironed out...as I really stay in a place of letting go
and trusting the higher wisdom of the soul which has a clear view of everything.
I want to really recommend an author and generally wonderful
soul. I resonate to much that she writes for she raises many questions and as you know answers are brought forth by questions...she
is a wonderful puzzle piece as each of you are and we all fit together in this amazing breathing Whole which we are each a
part. Her new book is out and it is "Stepping Into the New Reality". Karen Bishop. Her website
is currently http://www.whatsuponplanetearth.com I'm really enjoying the interactive experience she provides on
her website. She allows us to write her questions on the book and this helps us to all evolve and ascend.
December brings much added clarity
and relief of aches and pains and depressive episodes...the Light is shining within you so brightly as you outshine the brightest
stars!
LightheartedHugs,
Sydyendys
11:24:08
When I go out into the world or let the world inside I feel my pulse race. I am no longer
a Type A individual. I don't have the energy to push my will upon the world. Time is dissolving for me
and this creates some heavy breathing to make it to appointments and do errands and to work, to exert any kind of effort in
the so-called Real World. The times I feel comforted is when I am dancing or interacting with friends and family at the heart
level. Any communication which exhibits manipulation is felt within each of my molecules as pain and so it is that
I must detach with love and compassion and know that another's suffering is part of their holy journey and I must not
interfere unless asked from the heart of another for assistance. The more I unconditionally accept what comes my way do I
let go of the panic or agitation. Each event or experience we find ourselves in has a message for us. Each event
or experience mirrors our issues, any issues we use as colors to paint drama into our lives. There are those souls
who have almost completely detached from 3D drama and are the Earth Angels keeping the ascension portals open and
airy...
some of us are just sprouting our earth angel wings...
We still take things personally and it still is about us when it comes to what we attract. We are between worlds...as
we dance, we let go of anything which isn't of the Soul...and then "pop" we are out of it all...we are in
the Gateway to the Godhead...floating, free, detached, loving...in the presence of angel wings, animal totems and fairy worlds
twinkling fairy dust. We have let go of needing mirrors to see our selves and our movements. We are Center
Pointe and WE ARE EACH OTHER and when we look at our hands, and our limbs we see them sparkle, we see right through them
and we are still here somehow in the worlds of form, sitting on couches and chairs, playing on computers, walking in parks,
driving metal on roadways...
I feel like I'm letting go of
everything...and the message may be that when we let go of everything, the Heavens become our world...where we finally
dance with and for each other...
Lighthearted Hugs,
Syd
11:14:08
The 11th dimensional cervix is fully opened and ready to
allow the passage of many...it is so important to allow rather than resist what is seen and experienced. It is so important
to focus on trust and on thoughts and feelings which support trust.
My cat, Stinky who has been a long time family member (15 years) passed on 11:11:08.
I felt like I was thrown in a washing machine with the button stuck on "AGITATE".
Today, I have found some equilibrium and it has dawned on me that many are feeling agitated
as if many frequencies are being thrown together haphazardly. We can experience this as a bruising event or we can see
this as a opportunity to allow, let go and know that as a beloved pet's eyes close and its body releases its cells to
become one with Earth, the light body dances with new found freedom.
It
is an opportunity to see vibrations merge and become one...not see people and things as seperate...and to claim all consciousness
and experience as our own...
November is a breaking down of barriers.
Core energy is agitating all that we know. In December, we allow the heavier particles of fear to settle, allowing the
river of love to clear...allowing dreams based on love to crystalize.
Hugs,
Sydyendys
11:08:08
To BE is LOVE.
To breathe is to love.
To dance is to manifest love.
You are the vessel which makes love real.
Dancing is the effortless doingness of being Love.
Having doesn't matter. All that matters is giving love, moving love...
Dancing is the ascension of dimensional life.
Stop holding your breath.
You can breathe the air now for
it is filling with love.
The smog of ego is being wiped away.
Take the courage to breathe your first breath.
Breathe in the love. Move the love through you.
Beyond space
and time, your love dances
lighting the curves of your creations.
The stage is wiping clean, the horizons are clearing...what will you create now that you
can run, now that your wings can lift you off in flight?
Can you feel
the karma contracts completing?
Vast spaces are opening up, getting
ready for the Dance to begin to stretch and leap glorifying its freshness...anticipating baptism.
Relationships either solidify for the times ahead or they simply end. The contracts are up.
December brings visions for new structures, businesses and endeavors which have a pure focus
with connecting us to Higher Love.
Our committments are up for renewal
or termination. Anything holding on to the old ways will go...begging for release. "Let Go of Everything"
the words formed in my head as I awoke almost a week ago...ouch....
so
slowly I have been letting go of everything, tentatively releasing my grip....little by little...afraid of falling off a cliff....I'd
rather skid down on my butt, close to the earth, without breaking bones....
remnants of my ego are freaking out with headache and spinal pressures, with digestive complaints and yet I forge
ahead...feeling the opening of New Space ....called by it...
knowing
that we are coming together, we are finally becoming One.
Light Hearted Hugs,
Sydyendys
10:27:08
Stella, my spirit guide is making plans now to incarnate
for the last time on this precious planet...she is giving me a pretty heavy duty tip that I buck up against because I can
be very stubborn, clutching at the scarecrow of my ego...
"
Don't ignore what the Universe is showing you." The living Universe is always showing you step by step your
pathway...the Universe lines your path with bursts of light and the chiming of bells...we stop to think and ponder, we
stop to "wheel and deal". We stop to "argue and dissect. We stop to debate and re-iterate...
Stella just tells me, "Stop arguing with the Universe."
You will "know" when someone loves you. You will just "know".
And you will argue that that source of love is not appropriate because of race, gender, social status, educational level etc.
And we write our books about what's appropriate and what is not...yes, bestsellers and ultimately it is a load of cow
pie...
You always know when someone truly loves you and you truly
love in return...there are no hoops to jump through when it comes to love...no requirements...it is powerful stuff and ignites
your essence. Marriages come and go...rules and ethics are written and re-written...judgements are cast in stone and
yet Love is exchanged in a fleeting glance more real than any hall of justice or golden palace. The Universe always
guides you towards this core universe of unconditional love... will you argue or will you dance through these halls and
dimensions? The Power of Love is within you and this is your ultimate guidance! Stella tells me that life
on the Inner Sides of manifested existance is so sweet. We need not "meet" with anyone who is not of our energy
resonance. We "merge" with our friends and loved ones on all levels from the spiritual, to the mental
to the physical. Yes, we are physical on the inner sides. There is no "ownership of love" and no jealousies...Stella
really is going to miss her Inner Side...
Gosh, I just want to live
like that...no drama, total loving and compassionate detachment, total reverence...flesh without fear....just, letting go
and letting God...the freedom of our Earth Angel Wings...
Our
spirit guides are now asking us what do we PREFER?
They are not
giving us the expectations which come along with predictions. They are advising us not to expect anything and to simply start
PREFERRING...
because "preferring" creates dimensions and
the mansions of Heaven...
Simply, prefer...then let go and trust that
whatever happens does so for the Greater Wellness. I have looked back at my life and I wouldn't trade it because
as harsh as much of it has been it has honed my spirit and I have chosen to prefer unconditional love.
Consciousness is now preferring the crystal food of the Heart and the hydrating transparency
of the Light. Everything that becomes real (materializes) happens for the Greater Wellness. Reality is fertilized
by our preferences...as consciousness refines and defines itself.
What
happens in the 3rd, 6th and 9th dimensions are incidents which hone, shape and evolve God, making God real. These incidents
aid the Greater Wellness and ascend the Heart Consciousness. There are parallel dimensions which allow for all probable
incidents to be experienced but only the preferred ascension experience occurs along the 3/6/9 cervical corridor leading to
emergence in the 11th Dimension which we are slowly, in spirit, colonizing now...when we are there we feel frozen but we see
where it is we are going...as we keep evolving through our preferences, our chrystalene DNA will loosen up, become confident
and start dancing the never ending story of unconditional love...we will move in ways not before imagined...these moves will
occur unplanned and in the moment, revealing aspects of the Higher Self which glorify the meaning and story of Life...unprecedented...
The 11th Dimension is The Dance Dimension.
And your stage is Infinity...
Light-Hearted Hugs,
Sydyendys
10:24:08
Today I awoke in utter
and irrevocable peace. I lit no candle to celebrate. I am the candle. There is not a spot of pain or inflamation
in my body. The message which came along with all this was: "If anything instructs you or motivates you out of
a sense of panic or fear, don't follow it. If you are instructed by a calm, strong and core voice or energy, follow it."
This is the time to release our engagement with the suffocation of "stuff" for
it only creates isolation. This is the time to join with your Core Self and cross "the bridge" to Oneness with Humanity.
Today, an elderly jewish couple from Albany, N.Y. and their poodle, Tootsie showed up at my house when I was "peacefully"
in the bathtub...HA! I had seen these earthbound souls (ghosts) a few days ago when my friend, Geri asked me about a
house on Mansion Row in Albany which was up for sale (fire had gutted it) as a possible home for her publishing house, Joy
Media. They were as clear as day to me and so grateful to be seen as they had been lonely and fearful for so long! Alfred
and Adele M. stood in the light vortex in the corner of my bedroom, facing me, afraid to turn around and look. Tootsie
barked encouragingly and I told them to turn around...
they slowly
turned around and immediately saw and heard family and friends reaching out to them. As they crossed over, they looked
back fleetingly and smiled and I said, "See, that wasn't as hard as you thought it would be."
And that was that.
My guide Stella
visited me too. She told me she is "bowing out" of her contract with me, now that I'm in a good place
with Loren, my Master Teacher taking over the classroom. Stella is getting ready to incarnate in her last life on Earth.
Hmmm...it will be interesting to find her again as a child or young woman in the years to come...yes, she's coming back
as a girl again. We are both partial to being "female"!
About The
Dance! Geri has the audio, the video, the booklet and the pictures now...and she will start the editing and producing
process in November 2008. We are very excited.
This is the time
to dance! Dancing transcends all thinking and believing...The Dance is a bridge to living in Joy and Peace.
As you cross the bridge, resist nothing and you will cross swiftly. Resistance is embracing
fear. Go with the Flow of Higher Self and we will reach the peaceful soils of our dreams...
Light Hearted Hugs,
Sydyendys
10:19:08
For many of us, we were taught as children if we came from a religious background, that
God was outside of us and that churches, temples and mosques were the houses which held God. Divine Guidance was "housed"
outside of us. The individual was seperated from his soul, her God. To access divine guidance one had to "pay"
to enter through the Gates of Heaven (these churches, mosques and synagogues).
I don't know about you but my mom said I would be on my own after I turned 18. It was said with such coldness
that I ran away from home at 16 before she could proverbally kick me out. The World has been running according to the individual
independence theme for thousands of years...
Consciousness now wishes
to evolve to the theme of inter-dependence where we have each other's backs. We desire now to access the God Wisdom
which is "within" us. We wish to finally embrace the Mother and the Father "within" us.
No matter where we live: country, suburb, or city we are isolated...we float by each other
like islands...some shoot guns at the other islands...some reach out but can't get a good enough grasp and we float there
as the Titanic of our God Connection sinks into the depths of forgotten waters. Within the family unit we have severe polarization...have
we forgotten to "walk in each other's shoes"? All shoes are God's Shoes.
As our trusted institutions and many of our support systems fail, we are beginning to desire the concept of
coming together in community and this is the gift of the fall...be thy brother's keeper...be, feel and see through her
Heart, his Eyes...As the Core Pulse of The God Molecule awakens the Heart within our World, we realize we are being "uprooted"
from soils which have been poisoning us...many of us have re-rooted in compassionate and sustaining soils, some of us are
embarking upon a move to new shores, new ways of compassionately green living. And there will be those who nomadically
roam happily. There will be pockets of bottom feeders who will take hostage transportation routes, charging heavy fees
to travel our roads and railways but this is just in the beginning...
Just lately I have become extremely aware of the Master Teacher working with me. He has
been instrumental in unifying my individual personality self/ego with my Higher Self, Yendys. His name is Loren and he is
a Chrystalene embodied in the White Lion DNA of the Sphinx of Lumeria (not Lemuria) of the Leo Constellation. The Lion People
are the Guardians of Core Dimension allowing only Heart-based energies to travel the Lion's Gate to and from the Godhead.
The Human Race was fathered by the Lion People and interbred with Reptilian DNA with the first colony transported from Orion
to the Andromeda Galaxy. Eventually the Human Race would attempt colonization in Earth's Solar System of the Milky Way.
When Mar's was in Earth's orbit the first humans came...the face on Mars is the face of the Lion. Later, the
first colonizations of our present Earth were seeded my Asian Andromedans. They brought with them The Order of The Golden
Bow which has silently reverberated through every religion on Earth.
What is this concept of the Marriage of Heaven and Hell?
What does this Unification boil down to? Heaven is the living God Template. Hell is the experience of The
Trinity of Sin: the good, the bad and the ugly. Unifying Heaven and Hell combust evolution on all levels: Spirit, Mind
and Body. Unifying Heaven and Hell evolves God. Is this process watering down God or is it the journey which shows us
all that darkness is simply orphaned aspects of Love which define and ignite the Light, which long to go home but does not
feel worthy enough. This process of re-integrating splintered aspects of consciousness define and evolve God. There
are small springs of core energy which bubble up world-wide. When you walk on this land you feel a sense of magic and serendipity.
Joy seems to effortlessly bubble up from within you along with the most appropriate questions which beg to be answered and
then with the most appropriate timing, your questions are answered. When you walk leisurely in these magical cradles
allow your hips to effortlessly trace the Golden Bow. Your hips can't help but to dip and sway along the living
figure-eight. This accelerates the core energy in the core vortices re-attaching you to your spiritual umbilical chords. As
you re-attach you are infused with core wisdom, guidance and true voice.
When
feeling anxious in these times, shift and sway from side to side with feet and hips. This rocking anchors you and brings peace.
You are the peaceful eye within the storm.
Haven't we all led stormy lives where fear has caused us to fall into comas interjecting
chaos into our worlds. We have made choices which antagonize rather than offer inclusion and support. We have experienced
a raw, rough and repulsive world and we have been assholes and angels. I believe that all possible scenarios from the
infinite array of choices materialize, if not in this world, in parallel worlds with our parallel or probable selves. Nothing
goes unsaid, undone and no one goes unloved.
And in this world, everything
happens for a reason and supports the Greater Wellness even if the incident is experienced as a "negative".
For the longest time, I felt undeserving
of the love of a person or a God. For the longest time, I felt that the negative actions I had set in motion based on a fearful,
ego agenda were unforgivable and irredeemable. But finally with the love of a good friend and a fine sister, I have
released the last agonizing drops of feeling undeserving...I am deserving of God's Love and it is given unconditionally
by a loving God. God loves all of us even as we confine ourselves to our creations of Heaven and Hell. Morals are our
laws. Unconditional love is the Law of God. Beyond the prisons of Heaven, beyond the prisons of Hell, we will find
The Core. This is where we love worlds into reality. This Home is alive and beating inside our chests...a code
of The Heart, waking us up to who we really are, beyond sinner and beyond saint to God's Dance Floor.
In these days of great change we
are encountering the Transcendance of Alchemy: processing base consciousness into soul consciousness. The fires of transcendance refine
and define Spirit. We are in the Gold and Silver Age of Spirit Emerging. As much of Nothing falls, what's real emerges.
Wall Street is disappearing. Paper Money is play money. Precious metals reflect the precious value of Spirit. In times
to come Gold will rise in value, then be held hostage by the government possibly creating civil war as confiscation is considered.
Silver is the essence of the spiritual, umbilical chord. Silver is the transcendance substance...it is the resurrection metal
and will become the every man's currency and symbol of freedom.
Allow the divine alchemy of ego re-aligning with Higher Self to unfold...
Hugs,
Sydyendys
10:07:08
The Lion People are guarding the Core Portals and global tributaries which lead
to and from the Crystal Source of Core Dimension. The Crystal energies are dissolving anything that does not wish
to align with the Core Dimensions of Heart-based Consciousness. We are asked to seek shelter and stay out of the way
as much crumbles around us. Our job is to stay in gratitude and breathe in the Dance of Ages. This Dance releases
the orphaned aspects of Love into the alchemic arms of The Earth Mother who is the only living goddess who can align
the ego with the personality/soul composite. The Dance unifies all opposites...it is the tool of polar integration
leading us to the next rung on the evolutionary ladder...Flesh without Fear. The ego-based energies in every one can
still instigate fear and holograms of control but it is out of "powerlessness" that these illusions are created.
These energies are experiencing the fear they have inflicted and are eating their own tail but are "unaware" of
this and are in total confusion. Do not rush to "save" these energies in you or others as to do so only sucks
you back into the old polarization game. Know that they have no real power over those "preferring Higher Love".
They are not even aware of just how FAST they are FALLING. And so their defense mechanisms are disabled. I just love
it when we come to our own rescue.
The Higher Self is the Lion
Heart. The Ego is the reptilian brain. The human has genetically embodied a polarization of both energies.
By preferring Heart-based consciousness we can begin to love unconditionally and compassionately detach from the
reptilian brain so it may evolve and align with the Divine. Stay away from the carnage of drama...you really
don't need to monitor the outer workings of the world trying to protect and sustain Babylon...focus on your own inner/outer-world
because the signs are lit like beacons guiding you as long as you stay in Trust and Light-Hearted Consciousness. The
last tendrils of abusive tendencies in all of us are falling into the re-cycling arms of the Earth Mother who is designed
to cleanse and re-integrate this de-composing energy into blooms of Light-Hearted Hugs....Listen to your molecules
guiding you into the protective arms of the Heart. Focus on your own "releasing" and do not point fingers.
Be an example of non-violence and Higher Love to everyone and every molecule you rub up against. Do not place your dear
Child-Selves in positions of danger and your gut will instinctively withdraw from these positions, entities and areas...The
Core Wisdom of Core Dimension is now moving into your Gut. Listen to the wisdom emerging from The Seat of your Soul.
Lighted-Hearted Hugs,
Sydyendys
09:22:08
There are no safe havens in the financial markets. Within a decade there will be no
more Wall Streets...
Precious metals and commodities will hold value
and generate income. Keep cash on hand. Gold and Silver will skyrocket for the next 4 years then Silver will become
The New Gold.
The gravel in the road have become boulders!
Keep it simple.
Dance while you
can!
Hugs,
Syd
09:21:08
The Ego Mind has been the Great Teacher in our world. It has really defined for us
what is and what is not authentic. It has pointed us in the direction of our Spiritual Core. We have dug in our heels
and we have gone with the flow. In this world of flesh and blood, Ego has asked us to choose Fear or Love, patience
or anxiety, Trust or doubt.
Now, Ego wants to come home to the arms
of its Soul...even though it whines and rebels.
As you fall back into
the arms of your God, open your arms to the orphan of Ego.
Light Hearted
Hugs,
Syd
09:06:08
Dear Readers,
I am posting my e-mail address on my website, trusting that only those of you truly ready
to honor the Light of the Heart will contribute to this blog. I am open to any Light-Hearted communication and inquiries.
Also, if you are interested in THE DANCE or the forthcoming books/DvD's, this e-mail address is available to
you.
Light-hearted
Hugs,
Syd
09:06:08
The Land is Christ Consciousness.
It appears solid but is the Living Water...What is Christ Consciousness? It is the evolving consciousness of the Child
as she bathes in the Living Water of The Land. This baptism embraces the evolving consciousness of Light-Heartedness.
This baptism is The Dance. As the Child (personality self) embraces her Parents (The Twin-Flame Higher Self, God Self)
the flow of Light into the Heart is activated. The
Earth
Mother becomes the Path for The Child to carry the Torch foward into dimensional evolvement. The flow of Light Heartedness
is the Living Water Christ walked upon. Each step upon these Living Waters opened a portal through the Heart, gathering
the first, few molecules of Eden Consciousness. The Child fell from the unconscious perfection of Eden I into the hardships
of a fallen world, only to rebound through The Heart by holding the space of Light-Heartedness. What does this Light-Heartedness
involve...it involves trusting that all the questions and answers are within you. You are a vessel of attraction, drawing
in your greater wellness and truth of your being. Surrender, appreciation, gratitude and Trust are the energies which
can transform the beast into the Earth Angel.
You are welcome. You always have been. It's not in The Land's constitution
to reject you. It is your Ego-Self which pushes itself away from the Supper-Table. Only through the eyes of The
Higher Self or Core Self can you see The Land's arms opening up to you. Surrender your "blessed experience":
the good, the bad and the ugly to the Land and receive your "baptism". Will you run or will you come home,
root and receive your blessings....?
The instant you begin walking
into the Light of the Land, you will be on "your road" to your Core Home. Trust where your feet lead you...
The ego self will try to create nightmare scenarios to discourage you. As long as
you walk in the direction of "inclusion of all souls" and avoid the pitfalls of good and evil judgement calls, you
will reach the Double Mountain where the Yang sits in the lap of the Yin. All consciousness seeks the healing of Higher
Love. We each cling to diverse frequency rungs of The Ladder to Light-heartedness...we each hone at different rates
and none will be left behind...
Hugs,
Syd
P.S. Dear Soul, Janis, was very much a core part of the above writing. Thankyou, Janis!
08:28:08
Accept and have gratitude for where
you are in your lives. Each NOW of your lives are perfect for YOUR JOURNEY. Your journey is sacred and filled
with a REAL perfection...what is this REAL perfection? It is the imperfect perfection...
The imperfect perfection evokes the evolution of the spirit towards the prime intention of making
REAL unconditional love. You are a NECESSITY. The Universe cannot exist without you...each and every one
of you.....
Gosh, the Chrystalenes came through me today after a long
absense...it was truly awesome...it felt like the whole back of my neck up through the base of my skull just opened up....vastly
and I can just say no drug...no anti-depressant etc. can bring the euphoria that allowing my Higher Self to speak through
me allows....
ooooeeewoweee....ahhhh....
We are so....loved and cherished and I pass on these feelings to you...we are brothers and sisters and we stick together.
Thank you for being my sister and my brother.
Hugs,
Syd
08.24.08
On 11.11.08 I will begin teaching "The Dance" from the sanctuary of The Dance
Cabin on Lion's Landing. Please contact me by mail if you are interested. Go to the "Contact Us"
page on the website for the mailing address.
The Spiritual Guru bottles, sells and often tries to derive exclusive rights to the
Core Codicils of Creation. These god molecules of creation are not theirs to sell and profit from. These
molecules of grace are to be taught and shared with all for the benefit of The Greater Wellness on a "never expected
donation basis only". Once ego is removed from the natural and organic "inflow and outflow exchange basis",
everyones needs are met.
The Dance opens you to begin your dialogue with God. Imagine that...to dance with God...to talk with
God...you can remember how to do this again.
If we can see The Bigger Picture, we can make better choices, bringing more Heaven into
our Home and surroundings.
I cannot "copyright"
The Dance. No one can. But you can learn it and pass it along "your way". Actually, I can't
certify you in the movement because ultimately you can never do it wrong. The movement is in every breath and every
move you make. But when you become conscious of it, that is when you become conscious of your profound and intimate
relationship with God.
For those of you who cannot travel to Lion's Landing, I am working on a DvD with my publisher which will bring
The Dance to you. The DvD is my version of The Dance and will be shared with all at a modest price.
However it emerges from you,
if it "feels God" and inspires and lights up God within every molecule, it is The Dance.
May you dance with God with each and every breath you
take...
Hugs,
Syd
Syd,
Been thinking a lot about your information since that last
blog entry. Can't quite sort out my thoughts but for now I thought I'd ask this single question...
What, if any, is the connection between the figure-eight and the spiral or vortex?
Thanks,
Janis
The figure eight is at the Core of the spiral and vortex.
Hugs,
Syd
Hey, Syd,
I was writing to someone the other day
about a particular healing energy work and she was very emphatic that they should emphasize the need for calling on protection
since especially since energy work can be a prime condition for abuse of energy.
So, I guess everything is really
energy work of some sort. Decision making comes to mind.
What does the Chrystalene Collective say about protection...spiritual
protection?
Thanks, Syd,
Janis
If you believe you are in peril, you send
out an invitation for lower navigating energies to arrive in your
space. The Dark will only
come in if it's "invited". Many times you are "unaware" of your invitation.
Carl Jung, a Chrystalene, referred to the evolution of human life as "becoming conscious".
When you can
see the Core of all life as holy, fear melts away and this fear has been the invitation
all along. The demons
in the darkness misplace their invitations into your life, as you
release the fear which has attracted them
in the first place.
Hugs,
Syd
Tonight when I reread some things on your website, I came across the phrase,
"The ultimate purpose of the Soul is to EVOLVE GOD. We
are the Choreographer. We are the Dance."
It reminded me of what Eckhart Tolle says,
"God
is the Dancer and we are the Dance."
I love that!
When I read
"Yeah, I'm going to live in Asshole World.
"
This
reminded me of my favorite bumper sticker...
"Jesus loves you. The rest
of us think you're an asshole!"
Reread
a lot tonight on your website.
Thank you, Syd,
Janis
You
made me laugh! Eckhart Tolle is a cool dude and you
are a cool dudette!
Hugs,
Syd
Well, what if the dark energies have their own agenda and want to see
'holiness' fail. Since there is no perfection outside the One, so that fear cannot be completely eliminated, it seems
that such dark energies might try to play on someone's 'former' insecurities in order to keep them from the fulfillment
of their purpose, their destiny. It seems that one should often give conscious assent and invitation
to the God of their understanding...I've used the phrase 'the Highest of the White Light'...not out of fear but
out of 'knowing' how things work, how some version of fear is there to keep us on our toes, to help us fine-tune.
And, also because this New Earth we're trying to birth isn't the highest point for the 'individual'.
There will always be an abstract level of understanding that we are trying to understand, to experience, to internalize and
it takes contrast to get us there even if this contrast is not to the extreme degree that we experience now.
All
this I'm saying to you, I'm saying to myself. I have a sense that I'm supposed to be having this conversation
with you on this topic for both of our sakes.
Much love,
Janis
There is "nothing outside of The One". The darkness is "within The One". Only
the darkness perceives itself as "seperated" and "dark". The One
(the Core) always sees the Darkness(Ego) as it really is:
The Light. There is nothing to
be protected from...but you can create all the drama and fear and
dimensions you want...
~Yendys~
I think the dark energies don't want to be left behind....they don't know how to go home
to their soul...and so they try to keep us in their seperated world...tugging at us when we try to go home to our souls....like
you said fear cannot be completely eliminated...at most human levels...therefore the seeming need to ask for protection...for
help... Getting holy...getting whole....is a process....I see what you are saying, Janis. "some version of
fear is there to keep us on our toes, help us fine-tune"...yep...your damn right about that....but that will lessen as
we evolve. Yep, you are right about some kind of milder contrast being the catalyst in an enlightened world to keep
things evolving...Gosh your comments are awesome.
Hugs, Syd
Thanks for your affirmation.
I am often nervous to read my emails...don't really get that many. Sometimes I am so anxious that I've hit a
nerve with someone and I don't want to experience their possible negative evaluation of me. It weighs so heavy with
me and this is one of my other perceived hurdles. I'm better than I used to be.
Thanks,
Janis
Yep, to put it simply...not everyone will "be on the same page"
and some will slam the phone down on you or write a gruesome e-mail, question your sanity (rather than their own) or just
disappear...and that's "ok" because it is all a part of the journey. On the Other Sides (Inner Sides)
we will all eventually have "family reunions" where seeming opponents come together and hug and celebrate...Hugs,
Syd
Maybe if we consciously, initially, periodically connect our dancing, our singing, our
appreciation, our lightheartedness to the highest good, the highest truth, the highest wisdom, then maybe that can be our
representation of the desire to resonate with the same...our protection.
Guess you already knew that! Thanks
for being there for me to bounce my thoughts off of!
Working to keep it lighthearted!
Janis
Yeah, I think when we "dance" that is our natural protection!
Light-hearted Hugs!
Syd
"..darkness does not exist."
In
my linear understanding, the One is just beingness, no individuation. Something happened and here we are perceiving
ourselves outside, separate with misperceptions of the Light, of the Whole and these incomplete understandings turn out to
be levels of darkness...all part of manifestations of the One, interpretations of the One, but not the complete pure beingness
of the One but a vehicle for the One to experience itself, so to speak.
I'm thinking that, at the basic
level, manifestation or Creation could be considered darkness when compared to the One. However, it is a wonderful illusion.
In order for anything to exist, there has to have been a manipulation of the pure energy of beingness and it's all good,
of equal value but of varying degrees of understanding. What is darkness to some is light to others. It is all needed to provide
the next step toward wholeness for each individual for wherever they are on their path. There are many levels of existence
"outside the One" and we will never know, or BE, rather, the total picture until we are out of any level of manifestation.
I've been interested in your "Dance" because for me it represents movement, of course, and I've
been trying to understand the role of movement in integrating our beingness with our doingness. I'm not really sure
what I'm aiming for but your information has my attention. You speak about the Land and the Dance. I'm
wondering if the Dance represents Water, Living Water...movement, vibration. Is the Dance of the Golden Bow the path
of a vibration? Is a vibration the integration of beingness with doingness? These are questions on my mind.
What are your thoughts?
Janis
Dear Janis,
I think
when it is said..."darkness does not exist"...it is stating that the absense of vibration does not exist...the template
is a vibration or movement and from the core viewpoint darkness would be the absense of vibration...
"incomplete
understandings turn out to be levels of darkness".
I just love that!
"what is darkness to some is light to others".
I just love that!
And The Dance is the vibration..the Core vibration which can integrate doingness with beingness and manifest
Core Essence and Joy. The Dance of the Golden Bow is the Living Water...the baptism in Core Vibration...
The Land is not as solid as it is perceived to be....The Land is actually a vast ocean of consciousness we
root into and find our sanctuaries.
"Is the Dance of the Golden Bow a path
of a vibration. YES.
" Is a vibration the integration of beingness with doingness?"
YES.
And a vibration is a tool to end the seperation from God by being the integration of the
movement of manifestation with
the vibration of The Core. And this is a spiritual evolution
as this return to the Bigger Picture is asking to be sustained
in a manifested form: Heaven on
Earth...
Find the question and you'll find the answer...
Hugs,
Syd
I was just reading my response to you and it dawned on me that
"God is not still" and never has been. Templates and
seeds are alive...they vibrate.
To us, it seems God is still....but from within the Core...you can feel this soothing purr...
this
soothing meditation of the Vibration...
Thank you so much, Janis, for the utter inspiration of
your questions...
Syd
Janis,
What if our questions and answers are actually shaping and defining God?
What if our questions and answers are
actually "evolving God?"
Hugs,
Syd
Yes, we are growing the Universal Consciousness, some say,...bringing
into existence as many possibilities from limitless potential! I'm ready to hit that tipping point where I drop
the rest of my perception of limitation.
Yes, but aren't our questions the nearest edge we experience of the
energy we are feeling from Higher Self. I'm thinking that we aren't really the "thinkers" behind the
creating or evolving. We are trying to tune into the information that's already there for each of us. It's like
there's an initial vibration or main idea from the highest level, the next levels provide the topic sentences, let's
say, and we humans are filling in the details. I'm thinking that it's like we have a choice within certain parameters.
"God is the dancer, we are the dance." I'm thinking that, for me, it's like we are revealing God, revealing
what's already there... Maybe just semantics...
Love your perspective,
Janis
Janis,
I see what you're saying...
It really feels like
we are "TheDance" and God is the Dancer.
"Revealing God"...oh, I like that...
God must encompass all possiblities and probabilities...god holds all of the realms of infinity and
369 degree panoramas...and we are here to reveal these through dimensions of realization....
The
question is...do we evolve God or reveal God?
I think The Dancer "changes" through "the
dance". I think "the dance" changes The Dancer.
Could it be this "change"
is evolvement? Could God stay the same and change simultaneously.
Could God hold the answers
within It and not "know" the answers...meaning....there are levels of
knowing....there
are degrees of knowing...and perhaps by experiencing The Dance through us,
God knows what he knows
in a fuller, more REAL manner?
I have come to know God as the Great Paradox. God is unchangeable.
God is changeable.
God simply is....ALL THAT IS and ALL THAT NOT IS. Evil spelled backwards
is LIVE.
We are living for God....we are experiencing for God and we are preferring to live less
of
the negative drama we have been living and learning from since THE SEPERATION...
Hugs,
Syd
Oh, that is good. I'll have to reread that to really let it sink in.
What caused us to perceive
ourselves separate...not really the human drama but at the point of manifestation?
Janis
I
really feel God "decided" to create us to "know and experience Itself". To do that God sought our
"agreement" to seperate from It. What was the purpose of this Seperation...so we could "view God" from
an infinite variety of "viewpoints" so that God could be "defined". So God could become REAL...so
that ultimately all viewpoints could be "right" simultaneously...in their definiton of the Creator(s). The
Seperation is as sacred as The Oneness...
Hugs, Syd
Hi Janis,
You have helped me look at The Dance in a new way and I will be working on the
meditation
to "upgrade" it because of you...Soon, I will be working on the
CD/DVD...
friend and publisher, Geri
is coming down from Chicago to learn it in a few
weeks...
I am learning to trust the timing of everything.
Thanks
so much for being you,
Syd
Besides questions and answers, I'd say that the main 'dance'
I do is bringing my thoughts and my emotions in line with Lightheartedness. Feeling that lightheartedness is the feeling
of Flow, I work to keep that as my standard of measure and keep thoughts that allow me to stay there. And, as we know,
it is our thoughts that seed our emotions. So, in that way, my Dance, what I've been calling Balancing, is in my
decision-making in the moment. I work to be aware of thoughts and emotions that don't allow me to stay authentically
lighthearted. When I struggle with this, I realize it reflects a belief or rule that runs counter to my True Nature.
Sometimes I examine this and sometimes I choose to simply think another thought that gives me hope, a sense of relief.
Thanks, again, Syd. You've helped me, too!
Love,
Janis
08.23.08
THIS LAND
In this land where I live, the men ask, "Are you married?"
Some of the women reply, "No, I'm available." These wildflowers uproot from the land and learn to live
in beautiful glass vases. If I am asked if I am married, I have always replied, "Yes. I am married to The
Land." If I marry a man, he will not pluck me from The Land.
In this land where I live, the outcast orphan comes to face the truth of his Core, in his
time in a land of no time. In this land, the Lion lands to point the way to the Double Mountain of Higher Self.
In this land, the Lion lands to point the way home to the Mother and the Father Mountain which rises into a clear sky yet
cannot be seen clearly by most.
I live in a land called Huerfano (Orphan) County of Southeastern Colorado. The legends of a Curse abounds amid
the pristine pinion and juniper: addiction and loss...a purgatory of the impoverished... a walking deadlands; the consequences
of choosing Ego over God Self manifests blatantly here. Here, in this land, ego always loses. So most people eventually
leave or stay because there is no place else to go.
Where I live, the orphan comes to contemplate her choices. Will he shrink into ego
unconsciousness or will she allow the Wahatoya to embrace her and wash her clean. Some people hate to be touched.
I live in a land which demands I leave my bags at the door.
I live in a land which demands total trust, humility and transparency. I live in a land which demands I be who I really
am. If I decide to turn away and leave my body, I leave an empty shell on the roadside or in a vacant house on a hill
or I take my body with me to an area where I can live in vacancy, where ego wins and thrives... where the land does not
demand so much of me.
On this land you see groupings of people, here because they have found their promised land:
you see Christians of all sects: Mormons, Baptists, Catholics, Jehovah's Witnesses etc.
You see the pagan religions...you see it all.
They all lay claim to this holy land of the Wahatoya. These chosen ones are certain they have "The Secret",
that they alone are called to this land...they alone can see The Mountain.
They come to preach their will upon the Land and are eventually pushed out. Then there are some who come,
see nothing and just stay...when you look closely, only the shell remains...
There are some people who come and are not seen or heard upon The Land. They are learning to dance to an unheard
melody and like
The Mountain cannot be seen clearly.
Much of my abilities are gone.
My legs are broken and cannot walk
me over the terrain, to town, to work, to church, to all the places I must be in order to be "saved", or so the
ego energies wheeze. Yes, I am afraid of dying as I hear a screaming of the herd cresting over cliffs into ravines
where time ends the fear of their endeavorings. Although broken, it is I who remain on This Land.
My broken limbs keep me homebound
and seemingly unproductive. And yet somehow I can begin to learn how to Dance with God, now that I can only
crawl. Will I ever see the true face of The Mountain? Maybe not, but now I can begin to recognize what
is false and that is a beginning.
Broken bones mend stronger. Now, I can begin to learn to dance...
Here, in this land called Wahatoya.
08.20.08
I'm having a hard time concentrating or focussing on anything because I am feeling a great shift in energies.
Within everyone including myself I am feeling the dark cloak of remaining ego energies surfacing to be "seen, acknowledged
and released". They are "showing themselves" because down deep, these energies wish to be bathed in the
cleansing pools of the higher frequencies. They have put up a good fight...and bitch and complain as they may...they
are a tired army...
Take the time to go lie on the Earth Mother.
Play the music which brings joy and grace to your pilgrimage upon this planet...allow the Soul's Signature to emerge from
you as you choose to dance and celebrate.
I am working on a CD/DVD called THE DANCE.
Soon, I will be ready to teach the Earth Angels in this place called Lion's Landing. You will
know if you are ready to learn this Dance...you will be attracted to it. I will be open to your schedules. I will
post on my website when THE DANCE will begin. You can write me if you are interested in becoming a DANCE FACILITATOR
or simply wish to open a movement dialogue with God. We can then communicate by phone or e-mail.
All creation on this planet is shifting from competition and conquest to attracting our
greatest wellness. We are choosing to be magnets for the Light and we are organically transforming from the inside out.
We are feeling the desperation of a falling ego-based world. Let go of your urges to save this falling consciousness.
This falling is mandated. Only then can the Light begin to find the eyes of the blind. Only then can the eyes
of the blind begin to see the eyes of the Light.
Hugs,
Syd
08.19.08
Hi Guys! I am shutting down most of my e-mail modes of communication. We spend too much time
in front of our computers...getting way too addicted. There will be violent conflicts in our world in the years ahead...satellites
are easy targets, as well as cellphone towers. Easily, I can see us relying on a mail delivery system and landlines.
Russia's newest attack on Georgia is trying to remind us to get "down to earth" and realize a lot of barbaric
stuff is continuing to go down the pipeline. Keep your life simple. Live off less. Keep heart-centered...keep
out of the lime-light of a dying stage. This "stage" is crumbling...
I am finding myself at a loss of entertaining and cute phrases...there is a lot of fake stuff and
manipulations in the New Age Spiritual Forums.
Be careful and follow your "gut". Find time to lie on the Earth. Find time to dance and sing.
Your Spirit is Light and Song...it is as simple as that. It is hard to sing and dance
in a fallen world where we are required to wear masks and cut our own spiritual umbilical chords. Do it anyway.
Be who you really are anyway...you ask how...
The truth is...you know how. Remember the little child singing and dancing without
care...remember him, remember her and when she leads you out upon the dance floor, you will remember and be who you really
are. No one can take that from you. The world which is falling now doesn't deserve the light of your soul.
It knows only how to cannibalize it. Cast not, your pearls before swine... go and find your true friends
and loved ones and together you will find the answers.
Hugs,
Syd
08.09.08
I had always had a problem with Jesus dying for our sins...I felt it really let humanity "off the hook"
and really allowed us to keep on repeating the same old mistakes, sins, whatever you want to call them. After I allowed
God to "give me a bath" the other day, the cloudy fishbowl of my human thinking was cleaned away. I really
hooked up to my Higher Self and received some core knowledge on the purpose of The Crucifixion. Yendys basically re-wrote
the page on my website called "The Darkest Hour". To view, click: http://www.thegodmolecule.com/id78.html I am so grateful to learn and evolve even if I am a fishbowl
which needs a good cleansing from time to time!
Hugs,
Syd
Hey, Syd
.. thanks for all you communicate ..
I have a question, in an earlier
conversation you said that Jesus/Joshua Ben Joseph didn't die on the cross. I've been trying to resolve this
question for awhile. Did he or didn't he? :) What do you know to be true at this point?
I believe that he was ready to die but he didn't...Joseph of Arimathea,
his brother, Mary
Magdalene orchestrated a rescue and he ended up in France.
Actually, it was a grand
magic act to start waking up a very asleep population at the time. I was a servant
called
Josepha for the Arimathea family and knew Jesus mainly as a boy...and that's another
story
I will write soon. Hugs, Syd
Syd,
What was your last hold-out? What specific limiting belief or rule were you holding
on to?
Was it your "Jesus dying on the cross" perspective? Seems like it would have to be something more
personal...something about your perspective on yourself.
Janis
I think it was just letting go of the
Ego...the Ego telling me I was worthless unless I had the right family, the right man, the right house, the right car,
the right career, the right religion, the right health...I am facing the portal of "death" and seeing it as
the portal to immortality and unconditional love. I am also facing the portal to "life" as it is evolving
rapidly into a new paradigm without the fear of Ego. If I face both portals with the heart of the child...dancing...I
will create the enlightened path... I think when Jesus straddled the Cross, he was letting go and letting
God...he was letting go of Ego and became the poster boy for this awakening for each and every human...without
your question, the answers would not emerge, so I thank you. Hugs, Syd Syd,
So, would you say that Jesus introduced the energy of "letting go and letting God" through his final human
act of will so that we could then experience it before our own human, not just ego, "death"? I guess I thought
the temptation by the "devil" in the wilderness was an example of this...maybe it's a 2 stage deal...
YES, I DO. THE BABTISM BY FIRE IS A BURNING AWAY OF CARBON-BASED DNA REPLACED BY CHRYSTALENE DNA. THE BAPTISM
BY WATER IS THE LETTING GO...
Just like there's baptism with water and with "fire"...????
The information that I especially love is very generic and I have been understanding that Jesus came in to begin the
shut down of the current illusion. I wasn't sure what that meant exactly...maybe I do now. I AGREE.
I
also understand that the resurrection experience is an example of being able to be in two locations at once...I don't
really know what the details of that means either. I WITNESSED JESUS BILOCATE AS A CHILD PHYSICALLY BUT THIS IS A SPIRITUAL
ENERGY THING BASICALLY.
I do understand that the "new illusion" or paradigm will include interdimensional
travel and communication and I wonder if that what the resurrection reflected. I AGREE.
I loved when
I once read, "Jesus came in to say, 'This is who I am...and so are you'. Wow!
Also, in Jesus'
life, as we are told it, are you thinking that he didn't regularly experience " oneness "? EVEN JESUS
STRUGGLED AND FELL AWAY FROM HIS SOUL SELF.
This is where I am. I don't have that " oneness "
experience or maybe I'm just expectiing it to look, to feel different.
Have you had this experience and, if so, how do you get there...I know everyone gets there in their own way. WHEN YOU
WERE A CHILD YOU HAD THE ONENESS EXPERIENCE...YOU HAD A FEVER AT THE TIME.
I feel that I'm already doing something
that gets me near but I also feel that probably if I "work" at it, it won't flow...so unsure. None of
the techniques are me but still curious about what you might have to say. ABSOUTELY EVERYONE IS DESTINED TO HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE
AND WHAT GETS YOU THERE IS TRUSTING THAT IT WILL EMERGE ORGANICALLY FROM Y OU...THIS MERGING WITH LOVE AND TRUTH.
I'm thinking that the more I can love myself no-matter-what, that I can experience a merging into Oneness so maybe I'm
still getting rid of my limiting filter...well, no doubt about that!!!!!!!!! I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT!
I totally
agree that questions bring in the answers. I've also been learning that when someone asks me a question that I feel
I have an answer for, that I hear my own answer in a new way...the questions that I attract, at some level, also reflect a
question that I myself have.
I love how things work! SO DO I!!!
I've enjoyed our exchanges,
Syd. ME TOO.
Janis ***
Thank you, Syd, for your comments.
So, I experienced
Oneness when I was a child with fever? I don't remember this. Maybe I can ask to remember. Do you just know
this bit of information about me or have you known me in another lifetime as well?
Oh, Happy Birthday today!!
janis
Janis, I am meeting people who I'm really connected to spiritually that I knew in
a lifetime within 15 years following the Crucifixion...there was a small migration of followers which followed
Jesus to France. They created trails and were runners and alot of them were young
women. I think you may know something of this time. Many children when they experience fevers experience The Oneness
with the Creator. If you feel compelled to "remember" you will on some level that is appropriate. Yes,
I'm 54 today and also born in 1954...thanks for wishing me well!!! Syd
***Note: This
group of guardians eventually reincarnated again and were known as the KNIGHTS TEMPLAR (1113 A.D.) who were eventually
persecuted, tortured and wiped out by a faction of the Catholic Church in 1310 A.D. Some survivors went into hiding eventually
creating the Free Masons.
This group eventually became riddled with ego issues. |
08.08.08
Yesterday, a friend who is a carpenter in town came over to the cabin to give me some of his business cards to pass
around...he had just built Lindy a playhouse and fixed my deck overlooking the Wahatoya a week ago.
He had been encouraging me to read the Bible and I had been very reticent
in doing so as I had been targeted to be "saved" by many a religionist. I dragged
my tired body out to the gravel driveway where Marc wanted to rest his thoughts on "a smoke". As he inhaled
in a cherry tobacco, I slumped on the gravel like a freshly modelled clay statue...it was sprinkling a cool mist and as the
cool mist covered me...
I told Marc just how tired I was of any hiding,
any deception, any fear...I heard him talking of
Isaiah and how in
Isaiah God told him there was nothing to fear...I felt the cool mist of the Sky's Tears become the tears of Christ
as he cried to The Creator, "Forgive them, Lord...they know not what they do". As I began to weep on
the gravel, I felt a Light envelope me. I felt thousands of angels in concentric circles balloon out for miles
from the heaving of a naked heart on the sharp starkness of gravel. I looked up at Marc and saw this Evangelene
with kind eyes standing witness to the bath God was giving me. "It's so simple", I kept repeating.
I had found my name in the Book of Love. I had found my name in the Book of Life. I was not the same person.
Marc was saying that God spoke but not with words. I was to listen to this language
without words. I would be guided by this language of no-words. I just have to stay in this Light...that's
all I have to do.
As I waved farewell to Marc and rose to go
back into the cabin, all I could see was a light so white I could see no errors in the landscape...
Now, all I can see are the white tips of thousands upon thousands of angel wings...and I
don't care to see anything else...
08.02.08
I've been thinking. Yes, it's a rare event as the balancing act of "focus" alludes me
often...the heat here in Southern Colorado is peaking today. I've closed all the windows and put on the solitary
window air conditioner in the office/den. I'm turning 54 on August 16 and I'm
feeling the pressure to "Speak my Truth" so to speak...
I read a marvelous author, Doris Lessing when I was in my early twenties. She's famous for "The Golden
Notebook" which I never read and am pulled to doing so, now. I read her book, "Briefing For a Descent into
Hell" and it comes to mind now. It addressed mental illness in a new light. In the earlier part of the 20th
Century, people were easily discarded into Mental Institutions for being "different" or a
"burden" or had the audacity to "Speak their Truth". Divorce could
be avoided by declaring
"Wifey-pooh" insane and plopping
her in the nearest "disposal unit". Granted, there are
physical/mental
disorders which disable an individual into requiring care and rehab but these folks need compassionate care and cutting-edge
remedies (requiring more stem cell research) to bring them stabilization and balance. Many schizos actually do
see into other dimensions when they hear the voices and see the visions of these very real worlds. It is sad that out
of the ego fear mechanisms of the quote "normal and perfected crowd" of "the Stepford Collective" dominating
much of our societies, these "special populations" cannot be seen for who they really are. Who can step up to the plate and provide compassionate care?
There
are M.D.'s who are holistic doctors but even these pioneers are at a loss in the area of
out-dated psychiatry and psychology/pharmacology. Soon, there will be those incarnating on the planet, coming
of age, who will specialize in compassionate pharmacology for our "sensitive populations."
This is a supremely "rough" time we are living
in, just as barbaric as the "dark ages" of medieval Europe...but all dolled up with sophisticated hi-tech gadgetry
and industrialization to mask the barbarism.
I took Lindy, my "Up Syndrome" daughter in to the doctor the other day and Lindy
was just fine. I ended up just sitting there crying because just seconds ago I had received a cell call from my oldest
daughter in "an emergency situation". Ya know, a lot of our grown kids are "not makin it" in this
world and it's a major "wake up" call to all of the institutions which make up our societies...they are not
working!
So the plug in the dam shot out and tears streamed down my
face...This gal doctor is a sweet heart but even she recommended I go to a specialist and consider going on Cymbalta
for
anxiety, depression and physical pain. Then she smiled and
said, "we all could use it"....
yeah, damn right...
but
the side effects can kill you.
Actually,
I felt like a million bucks after opening the Flood-gates. Isn't it funny that you can't walk around in any
country crying without people really getting bent out of shape about it?
We
are a world of holding it all in and going stark raving "mad". If you cry, if you ask for help, if you get
angry, if you end up homeless,
you become "invisible" to
everyone, especially family. Friends disappear...
I have lost some friends recently just by my talking "honestly". I
have had family get "vicious" on me for "speaking my truth". I guess the chaff is seperating from
the wheat...
When I was about 11 years old, I walked into my Dad's den and saw him working there
on a paper for the geography department. He was a professor for the University of Buffalo, N.Y.
I went to the dictionary and felt there was something I needed to know. I randomly opened this huge, heavy
tome Dad had plopped on one of those stands you see in lecture halls and in churches etc....My eyes went directly to the word
on the bottom of the right-hand page.
utopia: (n): the belief in the
perfectability of human society.
I read these words and I felt as if I was surrounded in
a bubble of light. I could feel my cells singing. I turned to Dad and I asked him, "is
this our world, Dad?" He looked at me in a vacant kind of way and said, "No. It never will be."
The bubble popped.
So, as I live in my little cabin in So. Colorado, what am I going to choose?
How am I going to live my life?
Am I going to choose to align with the perfection of The Stepford Collective or will I choose to align with the evolving perfection
of a place we've heard of, which long ago, we fell from this place of
grace...
It
takes courage to speak your truth, to come out of hiding and damn if I don't want to even leave the house. But we are entering a time of "defining" and "stepping up to the plate". Thank God, much
of the old is "falling away" in order to let those with wings, delicate in their
composition gain strength by rooting in the Heart.
I'd love to hear from you. If you have any comments or questions, please write me @
Sydney Lynn Lok, P.O. Box 679, Walsenburg, CO 81089, USA.
Hugs,
Syd
Sydney,
I'm wondering if we don't really need to "speak our truth" except to those who are "asking".
You know, "ask and it is given". I'm understanding that as we reconcile the polarities of life we more
radiate the "energy of the solution", the "Christ energy", meaning that just our presence makes a difference,
a difference of well-being-no-matter-what that resonates with the well-being in others. When others become more aware
of this frequency within themselves they are inclined to ask the questions that get them to their solutions, their hope filled
truth. We are here balancing the abstract with the concrete, not needing to "cast pearls before swine". so
to speak. just in an attempt to prove to ourselves that we are who we believe we are...I tell this to myself...
I
say this because I'm not saying all that I'm thinking to others and hoping
that I'm not avoiding a responsibility I might have toward someone. I've been learning that just because someone's
behavior, attitude and/or comments give me clarity through their contrast with my perspective, that it's not necessarily
my role to clue them in to my perspective. However, they may have helped me to more specifically formulate my perspective
that, at another time, I may feel inspired to say to someone else who is wanting to
know. Aren't we magnets attracting the one's who are attracting us with like-mindedness?
I'm
still figuring this all out and I feel haphazard about what I've written and yet I'm still thinking I should send
this to you...so random feeling...maybe I'm one of the insane!!!!!!!!!
I've so much appreciated reading
your/their words, Sydney!
Janis
